We talk a lot about the different kind of spankings we as dd wives receive-- punishments, maintenance, stress relief, resets, good girl ...well, I experienced a new one this week. I know, lucky me right?!?
SC was gone for a few days last week and though it was short...it was long enough for me to do something STUPID. Yeah. Super stupid. And seriously y'all, I don't even use the word stupid. It's like a total four letter word around here.
I totally lost it and screamed at one of the kids. I was so totally ashamed, devastated really. I cannot believe I did it. I have always been a yeller, but we have made such strides in this area...I cannot believe I screwed up so badly. I apologized soon after it happened and worked hard to make it up to him. He was the sweetest thing ever and forgave me right away. We redeemed the day, and actually had a great rest of the day.
But, I couldn't undo what had been done. My fate was sealed.
When he gets home from a trip it is always so bitter sweet...I can't WAIT for him to get home, but I totally know with him comes the spanking of all the rules I have broken...
Besides the crazy loss of my mind with our child, I had a speeding incident that involved 15 mph over the limit...
I knew it was bad when he sent me up to our room, and lie on the bed to wait for him. He never does that.
Further understanding might have been had when he told me to lie flat on the bed for the warm up so it wouldn't be so long OTB later. GASP.
I am going to make this memorable. The next time you go to scream at our kids, I want you to remember this so we don't end up back here.
A whole-heck-of-a-lot of spanks later...
Am I making myself clear?
I don't recommend "Am I making myself clear" spankings...I recommend avoiding them at all costs.